9.09.2010

The One Without A Title

Here's a smattering of my thoughts, feelings, and apologies. I know I've been given awards and have been tagged several times and I do apologize for the lack of acknowledgment and follow through, I just can't summon the energy. I also have been reading blogs, just not commenting because that too takes time and energy. I have received little gifts, cards, emails, letters, texts, and shout outs from so many friends and readers. I am by no means ungrateful it just all comes back to my zero energy and follow through. Thank you everyone for thoughts, kinds words, prayers, and just everything. We had another incident hiccup curve ball thing happen yesterday that has thrown us both for a loop and its making this deployment about a million times harder for both of us. We're trying desperately to find the silver lining but I think its going to come down to pretending or using a crayon. Now its time to wrap up my ever so formal ramblings and let these other somethings do the rest of revealing on behalf of my clogged brain. 

This is the one that explains my thoughts and emotions roller coaster. ALL over the place.

13 comments:

Monica A. Heimes said...

Keep positive!! and were always here to read! :) So take your time..

The Sometimes Single Mom said...

Everything will work itself out... eventually. Most of the time, the anticipation leading up to the deployment is the hardest part. Just spend lots and lots of time with the man while he's home and prepare to have a body pillow and lots of girly movies waiting for you in your bedroom the day/night he leaves.... and maybe a bottle of wine.

If you need anything, you know were to find me <3

Brie said...

Cute thoughts on those pictures! :) I've seen the "Are You Happy?" diagram before... love it!

Maranda said...

Oh honey. I think we all know that you are dealing with a lot right now so if anyone takes it personally...fuhggeddaboudem. ((HUGS))

Birdie said...

Sorry life has set you down in a crap maze, leaving it up to you to find a way out!! When it rains, it pours...I totally relate!! Stay strong and know that it really, truly can't last forever. The suck will go away:)

Sailor's Wife said...

that last quote is something my dad has been saying to me since I was little. And I believe it. I'm sorry you guys are having a rough time I wish I could say it will be easier but I can't guarantee it. BUT you will be surprised how strong you are, because you are a strong lady and a fighter. <3

Sailor's Wife said...

that last quote is something my dad has been saying to me since I was little. And I believe it. I'm sorry you guys are having a rough time I wish I could say it will be easier but I can't guarantee it. BUT you will be surprised how strong you are, because you are a strong lady and a fighter. <3

Goodnight moon said...

Ugh...I'm sorry girlie! Soak up all the time you have left with hubs and stay positive...all these horrible days will see a happy ending when you are back in each others arms again. I know its ALOT to deal with all the in between stuff. I wish we could just pause and fast forward moments in life sometimes.

Sending hugs!

Ash and Matt | A SoCal Story said...

It seems like they're really putting you two through the ringer right now, and I'm so sorry! I can't imagine how frustrating it must be. I hope things start going better for you soon! Good for you for being so positive in the meantime. I love all of the quotes you posted--that Joseph Campbell one is one of my very favorites.

SHILLIG4FAMILY said...

We are just now getting settled so I have not been one to comment these days either. It is just so hard from my phone!
You are handling this so well.
I think taking time together and trying to see the positive like you are doing are great ways to handle this.
You are inspiring.

Team Mama said...

Hang in there. Know- for what it's worth- how much you are loved and how many people there are who are there for you- you are not alone! Today is a hard day all the way around- being the 9th of Sept.(2 years ago today!) but you have an amazing support system- just let them (us) support you. Don't try to do it on your own, or feel like you have to be SuperWoman on your own! Big hugs- see you soon!!! <3 <3 <3

chambanachik said...

Hope things work out the way they should. I loved all the pictures though- they uplifted me, and I didn't even know I needed to be uplifted! Thanks for sharing.

Mrs. Ma'am said...

I want a cupcake now!

But on other thoughts, I hope you are feeling better. It makes me sad when you are sad :(